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editorial
SIYAMTHANDA-MUHLE MUYANGA
Ngiyasaba makusa, ngoba kumele ngivuke (I fear the morning, because I must wake up)
MNQOBI NGUBANE, TSOGO KUPA & EUGENE SKEEF
Mathonga Elizwe (Spirits of the Land)
ITUMELENG MAHABANE
Towards an ontology of [decolonised] being.
LAVITUDE RAMPHOMANE
The Elephant in the Room
SIMON NKULULEKO SPOOR
Thinking about Violence and GBV in South Africa
DHIRU SONI
The Silent Crisis of South African Libraries
Theme Decay Without Mourning
WAMUWI MBAO
A Circumstantial Account of The State of Decay
LIZABÉ LAMBRECHTS
To Decay - on custodianship, care, and the ethics of returning.
KATI LINDSTRÖM
Antarctica: Continent of the Future
LIZE-MARIÉ HANSEN VAN DER WATT
Imperialism, South Africa’s Antarctic Heritage and Decay, 1910-1961
NICOLA DEANE
Endling by Dominique Edwards & Nicola Deane
LEIF PETERSEN
Decay: transcript of a documentary film about bossiedokters
EVE WONG
Missing People, Present Decay: Fabulous Matter, or the Decomposition of Colonial Ontology
PAKAMA S. NCUME
Digitisation and Decay: An Archivist’s Ethics of Care for Reel-to-Reel Tape Preservation
SIMPHIWE MLAMBO
Flowers on Your Grave - Postcards to the occupants of the subsurface, below the monument line
NELISIWE XABA & BRENTON MAART
In Conversation about vRot: The politics and poetry of decay
NJABULO CHIPANGURA
Relational care in reimaging meanings of African Heritage Objects at Manchester Museum
HANNA B. HÖLLING
What of Conservation? After Permanence: On Decay as a Critical Ethics
SIGRID ADORF & ANDREA SICK
Restaging, De-closing, Versioning: Unfolding Temporalities of “the Archive” (Lecture Script)
TSHOLOFELO MOCHE
Home Truths II: What Is in A Name
MICHAEL SCHOFIELD
Decay, Creativity and Care in Stellenbosch
FLORENCIA LEVY
Audiencia de espectros
NEITH MOORE
Molecular Fabulations: From Ashes to Algorithms
MARISA MARÉ
Beyond Solutionism: Decay as Relational Practice in Bioplastic Art
MAIJA HIRVANEN
Mycoscores / Choreospores
HYUNGGYU KIM
Afterimages of Decay: Rebuilding the Democratic Process of Designing through Digital Ruins
ORLANDO VIEIRA FRANCISCO
Flags of Other Winds: Decay, Resistance, and Infrastructural Entanglements
ALEXANDRA DODD
hypha: A response to the first screening of Aryan Kaganof’s found footage film during the Decay Without Mourning conference
CARA STACEY
Hypha
GLICÉRIA TUPINAMBÁ
Bordunas
IRINEU NJE’A TERENA
Ancestral Ceramic Technology
galleri
LIZABÉ LAMBRECHTS & NICOLA DEANE
Deaccessioned
IO MAKANDAL
Watermelon
CECILIA VICUÑA
'Your Rage is Your Gold'
THOKOZANI MTHIYANE
Fragments (Memory of others)
JOAN OTIENO
Art as the Social Impact of Repurposing Waste Materials
DAVID EDWARDS
Urban Decay in Johannesburg and the Reef: The world as Evidence
BERKVELDT
Necrosonic Landscapes – Exploring the Transitional Realm Between Life and Death
DICK HIGGINS
Symphony No.357 from The Thousand Symphonies 1968
FEDERICO FEDERICI
Reactivating the Score: Unmastered Bones
STEVEN J. FOWLER & FEDERICO FEDERICI
Some notes on bones as writing tools and the Unmastering technique of Federico Federici
ANDREA ROLFES
my mother’s eyes
NICOLA DEANE
Spectres of Decay: The archive breathing at its horizon by Jurie Senekal & Nicola Deane
ADLI YACUBI
The Price of Silence: Gaza, Venice, and the Fear Inside Cultural Institutions
TANIA HABERLAND
the torrid zone
NEILL SOLOMON
33rpm
MEGHAN HO-TONG, MATTY ROODT & LUCIENNE BESTALL
Chorus
FRANCOIS ROBERT
Stop the Violence
TAKAHIRO SAWAMURA
Liberating Letters and Words from Lines and Stanzas
DICK VERDULT
CUANDO BUENA PATADA ES MAS QUE BIENVENIDA
JAMES USILL
Disruption
LOUISE POTGIETER
remarking life
DAVID CRITCHLEY
Trialogue
LUIS HERNANDEZ
Three Figures and Two Landscapes
borborygmus
ANDILE KHUMALO
The Invisible Life of Sound: Nachklang, Decay and Ancestral Temporality
DIMITRI VOUDOURIS
“Sound an ecological engagement”
CARA STACEY, ADAM MIRZA & AKIVA ZAMCHECK
“Where’s Wanda?”
LARS GOTRICH
Divinity From Dust: The Healing Power Of 'The Disintegration Loops'
THE CARETAKER
Decay, Everywhere At The End of Time
PETR FERENC, KRISTUPAS GIKAS & MARTIN JANIČEK
Broken Music Feedback Concert
THOMAS MICHIE
Claudia Molitor's Decay: An evolving and reflective meditation on life's work-in-progress
CY CANTEREL
Living with Ghost Machines - Generative AI as hauntological determinism
MICHAEL SCHOFIELD
Aura, Decay and the Simulation of Ghosts
STEVEN CRAIG HICKMAN
What is Posthuman Porn?
PIOTR BOCKOWSKI
Artaud’s media of corporeal decomposition
ARYAN KAGANOF
Endling: decaymentation as poetics
frictions
SONGEZIWE MAHLANGU
Echoes of Blackness and other Underground Bound Poems for God’s Children on A Cold Night Tenant’s Meeting before the Revolution (Fire Story dub)
LESEGO RAMPOLOKENG
= DECAY
PIETER MADIBUSENG ODENDAAL
a beautiful amnesia
DONALD RICHIE
The Zen Library - A Sermon
JURGEN MEEKEL
Lost in Dictation
RINA GARCIA CHUA
Ataulfo
THOMAS BERNHARD
Fäulnis
ABIGAIL GEORGE
Two Decay Poems
TAKAHIRO SAWAMURA
Asemic Diaries
VONANI BILA
Masonto (an excerpt from the epic LAMENT FOR MZALA)
TUANA
Hiç Anlaşilamamis
SERAME ICEBOUND MAKHELE
"Icebound Keeps Poetry Alive"
MPHUTHUMI NTABENI
The Unmaking of the Colonial Archive and the Aesthetics of Evasion: Mudimbe, Coetzee, and the Problem of Writing Africa from the European Archive
SARAH MANGUSO
The Two Kinds of Decay (excerpts)
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DINI SANDISO BAZANA
Receiving Lesego Rampolokeng's When the Fires Go Down, the Reading Begins: Not a review. A reception. A sitting with a book that became dirty because it stayed with me.
MPHUTHUMI NTABENI
The Empire’s Cabinet of Curiosities - A review of Fifteen Colonial Thefts: A Guide to Looted African Heritage in Museums, Edited by Sela K. Adjei and Yann LeGall
STEVEN CRAIG HICKMAN
Chthonic Thresholds: Andrew C. Wenaus and the Decay of Electronic Literature
ARYAN KAGANOF
The Entropic Real: Louis Armand's Entropology through the lens of decay studies
MPHUTLANE WA BOFELO
Neo Lekgotla Langa Ramoupi’s Robben Island: Songs of Struggle – Izingoma Zomzamalazo
SITHEMBELE ISAAC XHEGWANA
Disgrace and the Politics of Shame: Sexual Violence, Colonial Legacies, and Post-Apartheid Identity in J.M. Coetzee’s Disgrace
SIPHOKAZI JONAS
Stacy Hardy’s An Archaeology of Holes
MBE MBHELE
Notes on the Return to the Rural
SEAN O’TOOLE
Gnossienne
MURIEL TINEL-TEMPLE
Jonas Mekas, Shiver of Memory, by Peter Delpeut.
NIDA YOUNIS
A Review of Antemanha's poem Berlin Fragmente
LETHOKUHLE MSIMANG
Fatherland - Theatre Production
FAT CITY VINYL & MUSIC BLOG
Keith Hudson - Flesh Of My Skin (VP, 2021)
MKHULU MBAZO
Under good influence: a warning on the dangers of idolatry and the worship of money.
ekaya
ZANDILE JOY DYWATI
“Black daughters and father(s): love as a praxis embedded in daughters' relationality with Black father(s)”
SOPHIA OLIVIA SANAN
De-centring White Histori(city)
KOPANO RATELE
How You Define African Psychology Determines What You Focus On: A Short Comparison of Five Definitions of African Psychology by African Psychologists
MTHUTHUZELI ZIMBA
The Mourning Project
ANDRÉ CLEMENTS
Urban Decay: A Post-Nihilist Aesthetic
JURGEN MEEKEL
Palinopsia
MARTIJN PANTLIN
The Decay Machine
MARKO PHIRI
Zimbabwe’s artistic truth decay
off the record
Dr SAZI DLAMINI
In memory of Abbey Duze Mahlobo and The Malopoets
LIZABÉ LAMBRECHTS
The Woodstock Sound System and South African sound reinforcement
LAURENCE HAMBURGER
The Lost Films of Abdullah Ibrahim
BLACK PLASTIC POSSE (BPP)
The Black Plastic Project (bpp)
FANIE JASON
Decayed Vinyl and the Real Value of Things
RANDALL ROBERTS
Meet the guardians of the world’s earliest musical recordings
WARRICK SWINNEY
Cow, Bears and Surfers: A few personal intersections with Chris Cutler.
HYBRYDS MUSIC
Erasure: a virulent form of decay
BRENDAN FRANZ & THE OTHER VINYL RECORD COLLECTORS CLUB
Our Grading System Sucks! Agree?
TEAGUE SCHNEITER
Ethical Presentation of Indigenous Media in the Age of Open Video: Cultivating Collaboration, Sovereignty and Sustainability
SAM MATHE
Remembering Michael Tshehla Phahlane
ARYAN KAGANOF
The Last Time I saw Bra Fiks
SOPHIE GRIMES
Beautiful Decay: The Poetry of Lucia Perillo
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ALLAN BOESAK
6 September 2025
TSEPO YA RONA WA MAMATU
1 June 2022
CHRISTIAAN BOONZAAIER
An Interview in Die Burger 13 December 2021
OMOSEYE BOLAJI
My Apologies 6 December 2021
DIMAKATSO SEDITE
1 December 2021
PETER DELPEUT
The Forgotten Evil herri version 1 analysis and proposals 6 December 2020
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Transfigurations
DUNKELHEIT PRODUKTIONEN
Index of Mechanical Signal Decay
PhD
ALÉSHA BREDELL
Visual Enquiries and Idiosyncratic Selections: A Close Reading of Dust
ALÉSHA BREDELL
A Close Reading of Dust as a Rhizomatic Phenomenon
ALÉSHA BREDELL
Dust as Abject
SEZGIN BOYNIK
Dust and the Archive
IGSHAAN ADAMS
When Dust Settles: The Body's Archive
STEVEN CRAIG HICKMAN
The Truth of Dust
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Library of Dust
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The Archive as Metaphor: From Archival Space to Archival Time
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MBE MBHELE

Notes on the Return to the Rural

It is perhaps for the better that contemporary writers are increasingly moving away from the old literary tendency that positioned the rural as the site of goodness and moral purity in opposition to the corruption and evil of the city. There is something refreshing in the gradual collapse of this binary imagination of space. The rural is no longer represented primarily as a place populated by fawn shrubs in winter and colourful birds singing perfect melodies in spring. When we listen to the rural now, we no longer merely hear a cow bellowing in the distance, nor are we compelled to romanticize the weight of firewood balancing gracefully upon a woman’s head. We no longer have to squint sentimentally at the village sun preparing to rest behind the mountains.

In many ways, we are no longer trapped within an idealized understanding of rural life, one that almost always collapses upon confrontation with lived reality. It is from this position that I want to invoke Nakhane Touré’s Piggy Boy’s Blues, a text about which a lot of ink has been spilled, much of it attempting to suture together various concerns regarding ancestry, queerness, masculinity, spirituality, and the return to one’s origins. However, I wish to limit myself primarily to one aspect of the novel: the treatment of rural life and the complicated question of rootedness.

There are, of course, different ways in which people experience the rural. There can be no universal account of what the rural is or what it means. We all experience it differently. The pastoral life in Piggy Boy’s Blues is radically different. In the text, Davide, who is the protagonist, experiences the rural not as grounding or restorative, but as hostile, dull, and emotionally oppressive (Stuit 2024, 11). When Davide arrives in his Ancestral homestead in Alice in the Eastern Cape, to live with his uncle, Ndimphiwe, he realizes that many of the assumptions he had about what the rural could do for him were wrong.

The protagonist, Davide, finds himself in the midst of collapse and decay.

Everything he had come to believe about the place is proven wrong upon his arrival. The physical decay he observes upon arriving at the homestead would later be matched by the overall experience he would have as events unfolded.

For others, the experience of the rural is completely different. Withdrawal from the city allows them to have an intimate relationship with themselves and their surroundings, and it grants them clarity of mind. The philosopher Martin Heidegger is one such person. In his piece Why Do I Stay in the Provinces?, he argues that returning to the provinces, where his body is in harmony with the environment, allows him to think in a much more rigorous manner. For Heidegger, the provinces are places that function in a particular way, they serve as a place of solitude. This solitude (found in the provinces) whose power he accounts for as “projecting our whole existence out into the vast nearness of the presence [Wesen] of all things” is equally accounted for elsewhere as a form of withdrawal that “opens up openness.”

However, things are different for the protagonist, Davide, in Touré’s text. But what could be the reasons for Davide experiencing the rural differently from Heidegger? There are many, perhaps, but I want to highlight that one is black and one is white; the black’s relation to space has been affected by the history of colonialism, while the white’s has not. A similar sentiment can been seen in a movie (Inxeba) in which Touré stars, a subtle introduction to how the afterlife of colonialism still lingers and affects how we view space.

Sometimes characters from the rural are introduced as naïve. They are represented as innocent people who exist only for the still beauty and quietness of their ancestral homes (Abraham 2019). But how can this be the case when the colonial moment, and the violence that came with it, changed the very way in which we interact with space? When the spectre of colonialism is omnipresent, how can Davide find purity in Alice? How can he say, “I feel at home,” and not stutter when so many things have happened?

In Piggy Boy’s Blues, something terrible happens in Alice. There is a violence that severs any possibility of harmony. It is Gray, uncle Ndimphiwe’s boyfriend/lover who unleashes this violence, which once and for all makes it clear to Davide that the sanctuary he expected was merely an illusion. Gray is described as “…pig-bodied: short and thick limbed with a fleshy face and burned yellow cheekbones. He had a wide, unsubtle behind he had no qualms exposing with belts that were too tight” (2015, 14). The stark violence makes it clear that running is permissible, but we should not so easily think that the rural is the place to run to, or that it is less dangerous to both the psyche and the body.

Here is the scene:

“A stone pressed hard against the back of his head. Several stones appeared to be trying to make blunt incisions through his clothes. Gray turned him round onto his stomach and pinned him to the ground with his knee. Davide spat out soil and bits of stone. They made a paste with the wet on his face. His pants and underwear were pulled down with quick, chafing precision. Now the stones had better access to his skin. They scraped and dug in.” (Touré 2015, 67)

What emerges in Davide’s experience is a unilateral and violent relation, one that does not lend itself to healing, openness, or communion. The experience is akin to the one we have when university batters us, when the city rejects us and we go back to the rural areas to try to find solidarity and rejuvenation, only to discover that even the village no longer recognizes us. It is the same experience our fathers have when life in the city defeats them and they run back home, sick and barely recognizable, thinking they will find redemption. But the rural offers none of that; it stands waiting with gossip and a coffin.

The rural in Piggy Boy’s Blues has its complexities. The idea that a return to the womb and to nature might bring some sort of salvation is abandoned in the text. What also interests me is how the urban is often presented as the source of pollution to the rural, which is to suggest that if the urban had never been invented, the rural would never have been polluted. The city becomes a supplement that upsets the origin of indigenous culture, erasing its clean and distinct cultural identity. For Thabo Jijana, this is not the case. He refuses to accept the rural-urban dichotomy and argues that these spaces feed on each other, that they exist in some sort of dance. He insists that we must reject the idea of the rural as an isolated, static backdrop (Jijana 2017).

Davide is not only estranged from his village but equally from his ancestors and his own body, he becomes something akin to what Frank B. Wilderson calls a ‘cosmic hobo,’ an expression of generalized dislocation and rootlessness.

At different moments in the text Davide informs us of this generalized state of estrangement, he says of himself that, in accounting for the distance between him and his ancestors, who are “men of blood, shield and spear” (2015, 85), and further on: “God surely knows that even though I was included in the lineage of what I have been told were warriors, I do not possess mythic lack of fear of confrontation.” (2015, 127).

When Davide is raped by Gray what one sees is how he simultaneously assumes the position of an observer and this is one of the intimations of this estrangement, he, as if separate from his own body, can do nothing other than be a mere observer. 

This is the life that Davide is condemned to live. At different moments, he speaks about his fraught relationship with the totality of the atmosphere in Alice, and this remains the case until he departs for Port Elizabeth. He likens his departure to that of an initiate returning from ulwaluko; he wishes to start his life anew. He uses the notion of ulwaluko metaphorically here, in that the events that unfolded have since crystallized into the formation of a new person, one who possesses a different outlook on life.

Even though Davide has painful experiences in the rural areas, he never completely loses his positive view of the place; the idealized notions still linger. Perhaps what we have to contend with here is what happens when a place of refuge ceases to be one, what happens when one’s body is in constant tension with its environment, what happens when the imagined is struck out of balance with the real. These are the fundamental questions that the text tries to grapple with.

Bibliography

Clark, (2019). “Grief, Ecocritical Negativity, and the Queer Anti-Pastoral,” New Review of Film and Television Studies 17 no.2 (2019), 214. doi.org

Heidegger, M (1934). Why Do I Stay in the Provinces.

Sheehan, T. (2001). Kehre and Ereignis: A Prolegomenon to Introduction to Metaphysics. In R. Polt, & G. Fried (Eds.), A Companion to Heidegger’s Introduction to Metaphysics (pp. 3-16). New Haven: Yale.

Stuit, H. (2024). (Re)Turn to the Rural: Queer Anti-Pastorals and Usable Traditions in John Trengrove’s Inxeba and Nakhane Touré’s Piggy Boy’s Blues. Regeneration: Environment, Art and Culture, 1(1-2). https://doi.org/10.16995/regeneration.16504

Touré, N. (2015). Piggy Boy’s Blues. Johannesburg. Blackbird Books.

Jijana, T. (2017, March 28). Rented Grave: Looking beyond the rural-urban dichotomy. Chimurenga Chronic

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